sum sibcon test drive shit i guess

[violability]

[ So this is probably ssssometime after Vi confronts their father about his memories, and maybe after their father 'releases' their siblings and gives them the freedom to pick sides?

If that's so, then Violet is searching for Blue now who is probably unaccounted for currently.]

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[deliverancid]

I love you as well. I hope you won't forget it.

[violability]

[ well.

you can almost physically hear something breaking right now.

for a long moment he can only stare, unmoving. his eyes not even looking at Blue's face. ]

[violability]

...... is this really your decision?

[deliverancid]

[ they smile ]

Yes.

[violability]

[ ... he lets go, finally. the desperation in him dying down to something colder.

instead he reaches to touch their face. quietly trailing down, as if to commit them to memory. his fingers find themselves at their throat, ]


I won't forget you.

[ it's better this way. it's easier. this is fine, this is what they want isn't it, and there's no other way there is no other way he has to l e t g o ]

[deliverancid]

[ reflexively they grasp his wrist but don't try to pull him off. ]

Can you do it?

[violability]

[ ................. ]


You are a contamination.

[ this is how it should be.

he has already decided.

bursting from the earth, thick green vines wrap themselves around around Blue's neck and wrench them back against the ground. Blue wants to die. the earth wants to be cleansed. ]

I won't let you suffer.

[deliverancid]

. . . I'll only forgive you, if you make me suffer. Do it fully if you're going to do it. Go ahead and hate me, isn't this a kind of treachery?

[violability]

[ he's trying so hard here why are you making this harder ]

Didn't you choose this path because you didn't want to suffer for whichever decision you would have to make?

[ as if to mirror his own irritation and indecisiveness the vines around Blue's neck writhe and tighten with alacrity, bruising and burning skin. ]

[deliverancid]

That's different — [ a little gasp but the smile never falters ] — make it mean something.

[violability]

[ ... are you trying to make him angry now?

well, whether that's the case or not they're succeeding. ]

You've already made this meaningless.

[ but he's kneeling closer to them again, placing his hand on their chest. they aren't even made of organic matter, not really. he can't feel anything in them that is natural.

he never even noticed it before. ]


I wanted to live together with you.

[ below them something shifts from beneath the earth-- something living, of course. that something presses against their back. testing at first. before it suddenly pierces. through whatever Blue can boast as flesh, spreading and twisting beneath their skin and through their muscles, around bone and organs, like organic blood vessels. it's certainly painful. more than that, it's invasive and almost possessive. ]

[deliverancid]

. . . I'll only forgive you, if you make me suffer. Do it fully if you're going to do it. Go ahead and hate me, isn't this a kind of treachery?