sum sibcon test drive shit i guess

[violability]

[ So this is probably ssssometime after Vi confronts their father about his memories, and maybe after their father 'releases' their siblings and gives them the freedom to pick sides?

If that's so, then Violet is searching for Blue now who is probably unaccounted for currently.]

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[deliverancid]

[ they're out somewhere in the sun, laying there

uselessly ]

[violability]

[.........]

Why are you like this?

[deliverancid]

[ opens their eyes ]

Hello, Vi.

[violability]

[ that's not an answer.


... crouches down next to them. patience. ]

I came to retrieve you.

[deliverancid]

I know.

[violability]

Then hurry and stand up. I'm taking you and the others away from here.

[deliverancid]

I'm not going anywhere.

[violability]

[ the fuck you just say ]

... Stand up, Blue.

[deliverancid]

No.

[violability]

Is this the choice you're making? Are you standing against me now?






[ vi they're not standing at all ]

[deliverancid]

No.

[violability]

[ well now he's angry and confused. ]

What do you mean "no"?

[deliverancid]

No. I'm not making a decision.

[violability]

[ ...

please hold a second. ]


Blue. I don't understand. What are you doing?

[deliverancid]

Dissolving.

[violability]

Dissolve--

[ the word catches, and for a moment it's as if everything stands still

before Vi is suddenly, grabbing Blue's arm hard. ]

Don't be an idiot-- [ hisses. pulling. ]

Get up!

[deliverancid]

[ their reply is almost dreamily ]

I won't stand against you, but I can't stand against him either. I also [ and. Their pupils blown wide ] can't live without him.

[ their hair -- and from their skin, everywhere really -- is trailing little roots and vines, clinging to the ground ]

[violability]

[ ... there is a part of him that is disgusted. the original, the true him, the natural order that thinks maybe it would be better to let this thing take root and dissolve back into the earth it stole from.

but his grip tightens, bruising, almost begging-- ]

He's only a man. A thief, and a liar. He may have created you, but he's no god.

[deliverancid]

... Did he order me to love him? Does it matter?

[violability]

[ ... did he. ]


It doesn't matter if you love him or not. There's no reason for you to die with him.

[deliverancid]

[ i mean probably ]

No.

[violability]

[ ..... you know what fuck you and your bad opinions.

Suddenly, grabbing at the roots and tugging them out of the ground.

Hope that hurts. ]

You're being a child, now come.


[ As he is acting very mature in this situation and is just attempting to yannk Blue up again. ]

[deliverancid]

[ it does hurt but they just sigh and

not help him at all or get up at all ]

Vi.

[violability]

Don't make me leave you!

[ He shouts. Before he can really stop himself.


But really. What did you expect Blue? Until just recently he thought he was 'the youngest'. He thought he would depend on you and the others forever. ]

[deliverancid]

I love you as well. I hope you won't forget it.

[violability]

[ well.

you can almost physically hear something breaking right now.

for a long moment he can only stare, unmoving. his eyes not even looking at Blue's face. ]

[violability]

...... is this really your decision?

[deliverancid]

[ they smile ]

Yes.

[violability]

[ ... he lets go, finally. the desperation in him dying down to something colder.

instead he reaches to touch their face. quietly trailing down, as if to commit them to memory. his fingers find themselves at their throat, ]


I won't forget you.

[ it's better this way. it's easier. this is fine, this is what they want isn't it, and there's no other way there is no other way he has to l e t g o ]

[deliverancid]

[ reflexively they grasp his wrist but don't try to pull him off. ]

Can you do it?

[violability]

[ ................. ]


You are a contamination.

[ this is how it should be.

he has already decided.

bursting from the earth, thick green vines wrap themselves around around Blue's neck and wrench them back against the ground. Blue wants to die. the earth wants to be cleansed. ]

I won't let you suffer.

[deliverancid]

. . . I'll only forgive you, if you make me suffer. Do it fully if you're going to do it. Go ahead and hate me, isn't this a kind of treachery?

[violability]

[ he's trying so hard here why are you making this harder ]

Didn't you choose this path because you didn't want to suffer for whichever decision you would have to make?

[ as if to mirror his own irritation and indecisiveness the vines around Blue's neck writhe and tighten with alacrity, bruising and burning skin. ]

[deliverancid]

That's different — [ a little gasp but the smile never falters ] — make it mean something.

[violability]

[ ... are you trying to make him angry now?

well, whether that's the case or not they're succeeding. ]

You've already made this meaningless.

[ but he's kneeling closer to them again, placing his hand on their chest. they aren't even made of organic matter, not really. he can't feel anything in them that is natural.

he never even noticed it before. ]


I wanted to live together with you.

[ below them something shifts from beneath the earth-- something living, of course. that something presses against their back. testing at first. before it suddenly pierces. through whatever Blue can boast as flesh, spreading and twisting beneath their skin and through their muscles, around bone and organs, like organic blood vessels. it's certainly painful. more than that, it's invasive and almost possessive. ]

[deliverancid]

. . . I'll only forgive you, if you make me suffer. Do it fully if you're going to do it. Go ahead and hate me, isn't this a kind of treachery?